2 June 10 2:34:07 pm

you want to fall apart. to stop being the switch that keeps humming through the night routing every-thing. let all those ones & zeros go. let them become dark analog night. you want to be free to fuck up. ruin shit. make mistakes. follow your heart into the darkness & cut everyone who comes close with your terror & ugly weakness. you want to be free of your mind. your need. your want. you want to be free of your want. you’re tired of all the tangles & strings. conditions. ideals. ideas. promises. dem&s. you’re tired. you should’ve burrowed deep into winter & come out strong. you bloomed too soon. too much. you want to let go of all the thoughts which fight for control of your heart. you want. your h&s are meaningless, empty, & coming apart against the incarnadine wash of human need. fight a little longer then.