3 September 10 10:47:27 pm
while //i mostly can’t write anymore. i’m plugged up with bile and every way i try to turn leads somewhere i don’t want to go. i want to take you to task for the things you did. the lies. the bullshit games. instead i just watch while you spin on your rope. it’s easier and keeps my hands clean. whenever i feel like i might explode some part of me into the public through one of these websites I take my cruiser out of the closet and go roll the river paths till it’s pointless. I don’t know how long has to pass before i can trust myself again. or use words again. i don’t know what i’m holding in that might just fall out, but i’m trying to wait it out.
