January 2009
6 posts
“truth or happiness. never both.”
– unknown.
sometimes you have to round the longer corners in silence.
i t e r a t e
before spring comes and washes the dirt I love away. before the thaw and life cracks through you find new ways. you can’t wait for the seasons. you can’t wait for the perfect. you take the best of what falls upon you and iterate. there will be false cycles. there will be loss and sometimes even damage. there will be growth, there will be unimagined joys and graces and sometimes even...
growth
you trade things for things. nothing is free and nothing comes from nothing. ever. you find calm in your mind and silence in the deep ache of your heart but your back aches. your shoulders spasm. your side throbs. your prospects and relationships whither. consolation is most prospects amount to nothing and most relationships are entirely a prison economy of want.
i am alive. i promise.
new year. old problems.